sometimes Holland really sucks

I get so tired of trying to do something that regular kids can do and it's fun, but for us it is a nightmare.
I am so worn out tonight. Physically and mentally I am exhausted, but my nerves are buzzing from the intensity of the last few hours so I can't relax. I should cook, but I can't bring myself to do it. I just can't. It will have to be a very early morning for me instead I think.
*sigh*
Maybe I'll type it up later. Right now it is just too much to relive, LOL. Nothing new happened, just more of the same.
((hugs)) to you.